The Day the Wind Came

By Jessica Cotten

 

And the room grew quiet and a gentle breeze wafted through,

the kind of breeze that tosses a leaf across the pavement,

It circled low at first but then wound its way up to brush itself against our faces.

It started out soft,

but it was thick,

it was hot,

it was gentle,

it was there,

and as we stood, we marveled,

each of us in our own way,

at the suddenness of this

encompassing gust of air.

 

We took it in, this wind.

We took it in so that every time we inhaled,

a piece of it entered us

and took flight within our hearts,

like a dove swooping low,

then soaring up and up and up.

 

And some of us wept,

          for in the dove

               in the wind

                    in the inhalation

                          we saw ourselves

                                not as these imperfect, stressed, frail statues,

                                       but as carefree, safe children.

 

Yes, like children again.

 

And we wept because of the innocence, for we had lost it.

Some of us had never even known it.

 

But that day, as the wind blew, we all experienced it

and we found ourselves

saying things we never thought we’d say,

things like

          freedom for all

                  equality now

                           gentle help

                                     finally we gather as one

                                                this is true power, true power is surrender.

 

And then…

A bubbling up,

a slow, steady stream of gibberish

from some of us,

but it was less gibberish

and more like secret languages

that we could only understand

with our hearts,

languages we all loved.

 

And though we could not understand with our minds

what we said

we did not care,

for the groans expressed

far more than words

ever could.

 

And after a while it died down.

 

But we all looked at one another and knew

we were not the same,

we would never be the same,

we did not want to be the same

as we were

before the wind came.

 

Jessica just published her first poetry book, Sea Between: A Collection, with themes of relationships, love, processing pain, and discovering Presence in unlikely places. Learn more about it and read her journal online at https://jessicacotten.com.