Bewilder

Blessed Bewilderment

Thereforever I bewildered of the answer unfulfillered

To the question never nearer near to me than to my dearer

Answer there presented me the clever never foolery

The key to meaning's door betrayed me never near to thee it bade me

 

Yet the quest I daily heeded as love was all I ever needed

Had Jesus all the secrets held in perfect perfectness untelled?

Well not at all to my surprise, twas not good diet, nor exercize

Did not I find the answer heaven, nor which plus five makes forty-seven

 

What was all this living for, if making love instead of war

Made babies all the evermore? Exponential needy roar

Making warts and killing doves, succeeded we in forging loves

Forevermore we ever lurched from heaves of grace through lands unchurched

 

Till tossed was I like cookies from the Budda’s holly jolly bum

And crept through zealous spew toward the slave's eternal just reward

To find I'd lost in kind of frost a curiousness never crossed

And lived I evermore bewildered, cared not for answer unfufillered