PaulMany of you know that one of our sons is a Portland, Oregon police officer. He has a Mechanical Engineering degree, graduated top of his class with an MBA, and chose to serve and protect as a career. He has four children, the youngest adopted from Ugandait saved her life. He is down in the area where he and his fellow officers are being spat on, shot at with by slingshots with ballbearings, have feces thrown at them, constantly have their lives threatened, have to protect their identities to protect their families and worse, by rioters, some who are paid to incite violence.
 
Portland is a city where the city leadership has cut the legs out from under the police, dismantling the incredibly effective gun violence squad (since then shootings are up over 350% from the same period a year ago). Portland is well known around the country as one of the Nation's most progressive police enforcement bureaus. Are there cops who overreach or shouldn't be in uniform…of course. Like there are pastors, dentists, scientists, businessmen, politicians, actors, etc. Should police be held to a higher standard? Yes, and they are. Do problems exist in the training etc? Yes. Is there a bias in the media that slants the message toward whoever has the loudest voice and is the biggest bully? Undoubtedly.
 
But if you think for a moment that these issues will go away by disbanding or defunding police, you are deeply misguided. And lately, you may have heard, even from local politicians, that the Portland Police and the Fire Bureau are the ones who are starting fires in downtown…if you give such idiocy even one moment's respect, you are deeply misguided.
 
I support non-violent protest. Is there racial inequity, the hoarding of opportunity, and deeply rooted problems that impact POC in ways it doesn't others? No question. Good for the exposure of the pain and loss and corruption. However justifiably angry you are, solutions don't include burning down the house and anyone who says that it does is losing their soul in the mask of personal rights. At some point, we must recognize our own shame and brokenness and remember we belong to each other, every sacred one of us. The only way through is toward.
 
Meanwhile, we pray for our son, for our grandchildren and the fear that sometimes catches them unaware, for the rioters and those with fear- or power-driven agenda, for they too are loved by God, and also for the many who are concerned and confused and trying to do the best they know how in a world that has suddenly turned uncertain, and then there are those mourning the loss of their dead, for whatever reason, but many who cannot grieve face-to-face, or hand to heart, or arms wrapped…last goodbyes whispered through plates of glass.
 
I trust there is a Divine Love that is in the middle of us all, working with our hearts and minds to help us find a way out. The only way through is toward.
 
-Paul Young